By the grace of Allah عَزَّوَجَلَّ the spiritual support of these beloveds of Allah will help you. For your persuasion, a Madani parable is presented here: A few months before the death of the Na’at Khuwan Muballigh of Dawat-e-Islami, Al-Haj Abu ‘Ubayd Qaari Mushtaq Ahmad ‘Attari عَـلَيْـهِ رَحْـمَةُ الـلّٰـهِ الۡـبَارِی an Islamic brother sent me a letter, mentioning his sworn-statement: I found myself in front of the Golden Grilles in dream, when I peeped through one of the three holes of Golden Grilles, I saw a marvellous scene. What I saw was that the Beloved Prophet صَلَّى اللهُ تَعَالٰى عَلَيْهِ وَاٰلِهٖ وَسَلَّم was sitting there and Shaykhayn Karimayn (i.e. Sayyiduna Abu Bakr Siddeeq and Sayyiduna ‘Umar Farooq-e-A’zam رَضِیَ الـلّٰـهُ تَعَالٰی عَـنْهُمَا) were also present nearby. Meanwhile, Haji Mushtaq Ahmad ‘Attari عَـلَيْـهِ رَحْـمَةُ الـلّٰـهِ الۡـبَارِی came in the court of the Beloved Prophet صَلَّى اللهُ تَعَالٰى عَلَيْهِ وَاٰلِهٖ وَسَلَّم. The Holy Prophet صَلَّى اللهُ تَعَالٰى عَلَيْهِ وَاٰلِهٖ وَسَلَّم embraced Haji Mushtaq Ahmad ‘Attari عَـلَيْـهِ رَحْـمَةُ الـلّٰـهِ الۡـبَارِی and then told him something that I do not remember, then I woke up.

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Islam will mourn for ‘Umar’s demise

The Beloved Prophet صَلَّى اللهُ تَعَالٰى عَلَيْهِ وَاٰلِهٖ وَسَلَّم said, ‘Jibra`eel (عَـلَيْـهِ الـسَّـلَام) has informed me that Islam will mourn the demise of Umar.’ (Hilyat-ul-Awliya, vol. 2, pp. 175)